1. What is your favorite memory of your Angel?
When she smiled so much at her daddy and loved her daddy beyond everything.
2. How has this changed your beliefs/dreams?
I am so heartbroken that I don't have any dreams just heartbreak. I have even questioned my beliefs because
I don't know how God could have let this happen.
3. Do you believe in the afterlife?
Oh, I hope so. It is the only chance or hope I have of seeing her again.
4. Who has been the most helpful in your grieving journey?
Friends who I have met thru different websites who have basically been thru the same thing. They are suffering
too and it is a sisterhood of holding each other up when we get so down.
5. Who has been the most hurtful?
My own family members.
6. Do you think people really understand?
Only the ones who have experienced it.
7. Are people now afraid to talk to you, or seem to shy away?
I don't give them the chance because I stay away from them as much as possible.
8. How are you a different person now?
I have lost myself somewhere and I can't get me back, I don't think I ever will be the same, how could I be.
9. Do you really think time helps or is it all just something to say?
So far it hasn't helped but, some people say it is still so new to me, as if it is somehow going to go away
later. The way I feel, I will go to my grave this way.
10. What was the worst thing someone has said to you since your Angel Passed?
I saw a co-worker of mine in the grocery store with her 2 granddaughters and she seemed to flaunt it in my face
that they were going to have a great time over the weekend popping corn and watching movies. She knew my granddaughter was
gone and she seemed to somehow get a great satisfaction from the fact that she had 2 granddaughter's with her and all they
were going to be doing. To me this was intentional, I could be wrong but I ran out of the grocery store and cried all the
way to my home.
